Well, i can't remember when exactly i wrote this poem but i think i was in my late teens and i was going through some really crazy emotions. I didn't feel enough and i was missing the only person that made me feel enough.
You know how one person makes you feel on top of the world when he/she is around you, probably because you know they've got your back and everything, the world is so beautiful because you've got them in your life. But all of a sudden you lose them because life got to do what life got to do.
Then you lose yourself and everything that comes with it. That's pretty much how i felt before i wrote this poem and then, i found the only one who won't let go even when i do. The one i simple feel safe with. he filled the void that i thought people and things could but low and behold, nothing compared to his loyalty and love.
So, knowing me, i felt it was simply too good to be true. This 'thing' will leave me just as people have been and it won't last. Funnily, i thought i wasn't worth his time, loyalty and love. But, nope, he simply just held on to me and told me "the more you push me away, the more i will stick with you". What more can i say, somethings are meant to last forever.
So enjoy the letter, i wrote to him, saying thank you.
Your love is more like a dream
So real to me than the rainbow’s blue
Your grace is an amazing touch
So smoothen than the richest balm
You’re my life and breath
Living in me so real
You’re my beauty and spring
My charming prince that’s why I sing
My lovely pearl which is my treasure
Holding unto you, can’t let go
Cause you are my everything
When all my hopes are gone
When my heart is left shattered
When all my dreams fade away
Your rays of love
Shines and radiates into my heart
Why ……. But why
Do you love me so much?
And I give you so little of mine
But you never mind
Sometimes I think you are a fool
But now I know you’re true
So true ……..And so is your love
Sometimes I threw your love away
Into a dirty filthy trash bin
And go out searching for “true” love
But you dust it and hand it
Over to me with more truthful words
How can I never …… never see
The true and real love that you gave to me.
(c)Nabel
